12.28.2009

I'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, I’m not afraid of dying, I’m just afraid of the pain it will bring, and to see my best friends crying.

A strong girl keeps her stuff in line-and with tears running she still manages to spit the simple words “I’m fine.

I'm tired of trying. I’m tired of crying. I know I’ve been smiling, but inside I’m dying.

I’ve been weak and I’ve been strong. I’ve been thru the fire and I’ve been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I’m no longer here.


Sometimes the pain’s too strong to bare…and life gets so hard you just don’t care.You feel so alone you just sit and cry.Every second you wish you could die. Then you start thinking who would care..if one day they woke up-and you weren’t there.

I want to be happy because he is happy.But how can I be happy knowing that I’m not the one making him smile?


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12.16.2009

sararashidi.tumblr.com

sorry i changed my link. will keep you updated if i change my link again.

SORRY PIPOL.

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12.11.2009

I do not update here anymore :)

heheh. sorry pipol.



http://idontspeakloser.tumblr.com


thanks :) re-link me and that link kays ?

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